Friday, October 06, 2006
2day was quite a day.. slept late last nite.. ard 3 am i tink.. was kinda kiping mok company wen he was at de temple.. was msging him and all while he waited for his mum and sis.. he and his 'dappa' fone.. got ma msgs soo late and end up replying even ltr.. Hope his prayers cum true.. Then, woke up ard 10.. To de sound of ma mum screaming at shasha.. Aiyoo! Ma sis and me were cleaning de kitchen abit, still got lots more to go.. Den in de evening, i heard de NPICS on radio.. Damn funny la.. Dis raj toking abt cuttin de hill and all.. And fai was toking in eng all de way.. haha.. jus cudn't stop laffing man..I donno y but it's lyk i miss sum1 more den usual.. and i cudn't even tok to de person properly.. jus so sad.. haiz.. i jus tink mayb its btr dis way, minimise de toking.. It's btr 4 de person actually.. Hmmm... I dont noe hoe ta name wad's going on within me.. I guess it's so much btr ta leave it unsaid.. Im so sry ta hurt ya again and again.. Dat's y i feel it's btr we part.. it's painful 4 me too, but i tink it mite help de situation we ar in right now.. De more we prolong it, de more hurt we gonna get hurt in de end.. i dont care abt maself, it's ya im worried abt.. i reali don wan aniting happening ta ya.. I don understand y all dis mus happen, but ppl i reali care abt jus gotta go away frm in order ta be happy.. Damn, wallowing in self-pity now!! argh! i reali reali wan ya ta be happy and smiling always.. So its best tt i get out frm ya lyf.. So whreva ya ar, i'll always pray tt ya stay happy always..
*B.. Y mus all dis happen.. I reali wish i cud figure sumting out but im jus so confused.. And im missing ya presence so much.. Pls make ma mind clearer so i can make decisions more wisely.. Loving u always da!*
hEarTbRokEn wrote on 1:44 AM.
