Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Today had a gathering with the guys at AMK Pizzahut.. Hmmm fun fun.. Food aso so yummy.. Finally satisfied ma craving of curry zazzle.. *Slurps* hahaha.. We met up cos Willy is leaving 4 camp on Mon.. I'll miss lots.. Haiz.. NS? Why does it hafta exist man?! It has been ard an yr since Viky went in 4 camp.. And it was on ma bday.. So sad sial last yr.. Anyway, i was upset dis yr too.. But wid frens i haf ard me, they managed ta cheer me up.. im jus so hapy ta haf dem in ma lyf man.. Love u guys lots..

Today had a test on dis module i hate de most.. Wah.. everyting was frm de notes.. i didnt reali study.. and im sure i'll flunk it.. haha.. together with ma oder classmates.. But de ting is i don wanna repeat any modules and stay baq.. i wanna graduate proudly nxt feb or apr ( i tink)... i cant wait 4 dat day.. Wish i can make my mummy proud of me.. 4 all de hardships she went thru, de least i can do to repay her is to make her smile and say, 'dats my daughter.' Hahaha.. Dreamer sial.. but reali.. dat's wad i cant wait to see.. Wish he was ard ta share ma happiness but i noe his soul will be ard to bless me and smile with me..

I cant reali believe dat ma blog is being famous.. haha.. ya ar always welcomed.. Wadeva i say here is ma own wish.. so yup.. Shud get de idea.. hearing sum stuff jus make me laff.. ppl jealous of me.. haha.. cum on la.. im jus anoder person who ya happen ta hate.. i've ma ups and downs too.. but i jus dont understand y ppl wud rather see me down.. Sadist sial.. im trying not ta be affected cos dis ppl jus dont matter in ma lyf at all.. i wud rather worry ova ppl who truly care abt me and love me despite de mistakes i've done.. dat's true friendship.. truth does hurt baby!!

*Mixed emotions.. haiz.. everyting is an illusion right now.. Ma dream is jus de most wonderful place ta be in.. i feel lyk im on de top of de world with nthn ta worry abt.. im nt afraid of how i feel anymore but its more of how it'll be accepted.. But right now, i jus dont understand wad's happening.. Help me resolve it.. i reali do nid ya help.. cos im confused and helpless in dis issue.. I feel ya ar always wid me in de form of ma dream.. Continue being der as tings seem much btr... Love u lots.. Muax!*

Tuesday, December 12, 2006
SO MANY PICS!!

Lavi dearie and me..

Kavi SweetZ & mUah!

Rajes and me.. I seriously donno y we were laffing lyk dat..

Jus look at the difference!! :P

Willy darling & me

Me fingers ar more nicer den de cake rite.. again biting ma fingers.. Ouch!

They juz had ta do it ta me..

AWWW!! So sweet sial.. i loveee..

Kavi and me with her gift.. i love dat bag!

with de 3 i love alot.. thnx 4 surprise..

All de presents i got.. So happy man!!

With ma eva so sweet willy and de idiots behind...

I look so white.. damn de flash!! wid boy..

Senthil and me.. love u bro!!

I fell in love wid dis flowers.. Ma 1st eva.. haha!

All of wad i got fer ma bday!

Hey bitch.. missed ya lots.. thnx 4 de surprise.. i was abt ta cry anw.. haha..

Act cute onli shawn!! but stil i lyk de pic..

So cute la both.. haha!

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Ma bday is ova.. and i had 2 surprises frm ma frens.. i reali didnt expect it... was so happy dat i haf frens who love me and care abt me.. it's mre den enuf 4 me and i dont haf ta worry abt dos who hate me so much fer no reasons.. it was reali de most memorable bday i have had.. It may not be de same as ma 18th but still i appreciate ma frens going thru so much to make ma bday a success.. i love u guys always..

this is our ma surprises went. 1st surprise: Afta skool, kavitha wanted me ta follow her ta westmall.. She said she wanted ta get sumting.. i believed her even tho it was lyk 2 gd ta be true.. all of a sudden, she called me ta follow her der. so i met her at sim.. waited fer sum time.. pig la she.. 4eva making me wait. haha.. its ok.. shud get used ta it alr.. den on our way, in de bus she said dat her fren took de rong notes and had to go baq ta get it.. we had ta turn baq aftr we got her stuff frm westmall.. o va der, she forced me ta get sumting fer maself.. felt awkward at 1st, but she kept nagging.. so in de end, i got dis cool handbag.. which i was wanting ta get.. thanx alot kavi dear.. den we hung ard fer awhile more b4 heading baq ta skool.. she even tricked me ta say that her fren didnt noe her ways ard de skool cos she has nvr been ta np.. and again, i believed her blindly.. after takin me rounds, i finally found de truf.. they were planning a surprise.. reali dint expect it.. de guys were der.. was so happy and pleasantly surpirsed. .Love u guys alot..
The 2 nd surprise was aso very unexpected. i had ta stay out till 12 with one of ma frens. we chatted till it struck 12.. even ma mum was involved, cos wen i told her i'll be late she dint even reply me.. i was complaining dat she dint care at all.. haha.. Wen i reached hme, der was a note saying dat i cudn't enter till i collected de clues at the lift landings. i new sumting was going on. but wen i reached hme, i ws even more surprised as they was mre ppl den expected.. mena, she didnt cal me at all, yet she was der.. so was willy dear and malar.. man!! i was reali surprised.. ma hand was shaking dat i cudnt cut de cake properly.. im so gifted ta haf frens lyk u guys.. Thnx a million.. Ma bday was made memorable, all thnx ta ya efforts.. Love u guys alot! muax!!
The whole day i spentg at hme, slping dat is.. all de excitement reali drained ma energy and slpet lyk a log.. but in de evening, i planned with agatha and shawn ta go have dinner at marina.. steamboat.. we took so long jus ta decide whr ta go ta eat.. haha.. dat conversation was funny.. at marina, de food was gd.. and i enjoyed each and every company of dos thr.. i love u guys.. cant stop saying dat can i? haha..

Thr will be alot of pics.. Shall upload a soon as i get it..

I wish ta thank dis ppl with all of ma heart:

• Kavitha
• Lavi
• Rajes
• Senthil
• Boy
• Willy darling
• Sharon
• Agatha
• Mena dearie
• Shawn
• Malar
• Special one =)

*happy bday maself! i was abit sad dat ya ar not ard ta wish me lyk de past 2 yrs.. even tho, ya weren't here physically, ya always live in ma heart and many others ard.. i'll take their wishes as behalf of urs.. jus wish dat tings din haf ta turn out dis way.. but i mus admit dat tings with me ar going on gr8.. jus haf dis insecurity within me cos i noe wad i've decided may anger some or even cause them ta hate me.. but all i wan dem is to understand how i feel and accept.. if dey loved me as they claim to, im sure dey wud wan me t abe happy and live me lyf as how i wan.. altho, i said i wudnt i did eventually.. its too precious fer me ta let go.. i heeded wad ya said in the end.. i wan ya ta bless me with the dicision i haf made.. i cant be bothered with de societ.. im jus more concerned with ppl i love and ard me.. pls help me thru dis.. Missing ya.. With lotsa love!*