Thursday, August 09, 2007
Im baq!
I was feeling kinda bored and realised it has been an awfully long time since my bolg was last updated.. So here i am.. Well i have been both bz and lazy.. Work is really tiring and all i want to do is to rest aftr each day.. Since today is national day, i thot of giving sum lyf to the dead blog.. :) Im having holz 2moro as well.. Whee~ Glad to be in de education sector for de holz.. While most of dem out der are slogging, i can take the much needed rest during this days..Let me jus vent out all ma built up frustrations both in ma personal and work lives.. It was so much easier to work in groups in school.. We cud adjust and accommodate each oder so well.. but at work, i jus feel lyk tearing them apart.. grr!! so angry with dem.. Esp in the K1 level, which is where im in.. One of the teacher, jus drives me up de wall man! Always hand in her lesson plans late and never prepares her materials on time.. What the hell?! so how are the rest of the teachers to do their lessons.. All she does is to eat and eat and eat.. And she's farking thin, mind u! During assembly, she will drill the children to stand in a single square and stand super straight.. I'll get so pissed in the mrng esp if she doses that to my class children.. She claims that she used to be a supervisor in anoder centre.. Its so unbelievable dat she was.. I cant tolerate her nonsense any longer man!! One last chance for her; if she is gonna get on my nerves again, im going straight to the principal..
Whoa!! All built up frustrations let out!! Not all; der's more to come actually.. haha.. I do come to ma blogs to chk de tag boards and i see unknown ppl tagging.. both nonsense and somewhat logical questions.. I didnt noe i create such a impact in their lives that they are so interested with what i do and who im with.. Sheesh!! im honoured.. Thnx ppl.. Whateva im going to say is what i think and not aimed at anyone.. If ya start getting guilty with ya face turning red, i suggest u close the window and go do sumting more worthwhile.. Well, its more than a year since viky passed away.. I went to the temple with mokan and jus prayed for him.. Thanx alot for following me, it reali meant alot.. There are lots of times i think of him and wished he was still ard.. If he was ard, i wudnt be treated de way i was.. I cant do anyting cos i believe ppl very easily and failed to see their ulterior motive they have.. Yea im stupid.. i always have to learn the hard way.. So be super cautious with whoeva you are with.. You may nvr noe when they will turn their back and call u a bitch.. There are always 2 headed snakes everywhr.. Recently i got a tag frm sum1 named bee.. Do i have to ask ppl's permission to see someone or date them.. Don't i have the right to choose my life path.. I am moving on with my life but that doesnt mean i have 4gotten all abt viky.. He's still in ma heart and he'll always be.. None can change that.. This is MY life and only I can live it the way I want to!! So jus keep ya comments to yourself..
Ok now everyting is out.. Jus a note to end dis entry.. Right now, i am very happy and living my life to the fullest.. i have got everyting by me.. A gr8 job, loving family and wonderful frens.. Including the special one who will always stand by me good or bad..
*I still wish u were ard.. i miss you so badly at times.. all i can do is reminisce the memories we once had.. the 2 years are the most precious to me.. tho we had our ups and downs, undeniably we loved each oder very much.. I wish i had more time with ya.. I will always think of ya and continue loving ya.. God bless u my dear!
