Monday, February 26, 2007

Hello ppl! Quite a long time since i updated.. My weekend was a blast man! Watching movies and sleeping lyk a log.. What more can i ask?! Last fri was my last day as a relief teacher.. Was so sad as i will miss ma nursery chn so so so much.. Haiz.. But i went 4 an interview 2day.. Tings went out well, teachers boosted my confidence.. They said i would definitely get the job.. i reali hope so too.. And 2moro they called me baq for another round of relief teaching, now in k1 class.. Looking forward to it.. Somehow im having this feeling that im gonna be assessed how well i can manage a class thru 2moro's relief teaching.. I believe i can do my best, So wad de heck.. Wish me luck alrite..

Watched 2 new movies.. Finally, its abt time i went out.. I watched Ghostrider and Pachaikili Muthucharam, Eng & Tamil. Let's start with Ghostrider.. Whooo!! A reali reali cool movie.. Go catch it if ya haven't.. I bet ya will be sitting at the edge of ya seat.. Guys will, with no doubt, drool ova Eva Mendes.. She's hot man! Seriously.. I noe guys will drool all their saliva ova her in this movie.. And gals, we can feast on Nicholas Cage.. Who cares abt his age?! He still has a rockin' hot body.. Whoa.. And the part he turns into this burning skeleton is simply wow!! I reali enjoyed the movie.. Go catch it soon.. :) Now now 4 de tamil movie, it was a totally different movie experience.. I hate dat blady Jyothika even more.. Sickening Bi**h!! Her acting was good though.. But quite slow-moving with an interesting plot.. the movie wasnt dat bad.. its so-so.. And the famous line from it is, 'I want to make love to you.' Haha.. Tamil movies are fast catching up with the Hollywood.. Pufi and David got excited ova dat line and kept saying it.. Haha!! Cute la de 2 of dem.. Thanx 4 de movie darlings, enjoyed maself again..

Waiting 4 ma salary now, so dat i can go watch many more movies dat are pending in ma list.. Yay!! Well, i gtg now.. So long dearies.. Take good care of yaself and enjoy ya lyf.. ;)

* I have nthn much to say lyk b4.. I cant feel ya lyk i used to.. Whr are ya? Jus come baq cos its reali weird witout ya.. Some incomplete feeling in me.. Im getting bolder as days go by.. Everyting is silent rite now, and im expecting all the natural disasters to explode all at once.. Hope tings end well.. ANd jus cum baq ok.. im missing ya presence badly!*

Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Class Chalet Pics!!

I'll miss ya very much SJ!

Sharon got influenced aso.. Haha.. And i din noe they were doing dat!!

Crazy Lil gals!!

The 2 angels! :D

I'll miss u badly gal.. Love u loads!

Running away from a kitten!

Im not de only one with a phobia of cats.. haha!

Long live D02!! haha..

Lavi's Bday

Our dinner.. It was nice..

Sing Kavi Sing!!

Glad to see ya smile gal.. Hope you liked de surprise!

The final day of the holidays.. All goodness have to come to an end one day.. Haiz.. But the holz was a gd break for me.. Managed to catch up on all the lost sleep.. Well Well, cant be a pig for a life long rite.. ya gotta wrk to get ya rewards.. Ystrday was good.. Went to Sharon's hse 4 CNY and had a gd lunch.. Esp de prawns, yummy!! haha.. Had a gd time at her place.. Her family is so friendly, esp her aunts.. They are so generous, altho agatha and i dont celebrate CNY, we still got Hong Baos.. So sweet of dem man!! Her Godma so funny and active lady.. Sharon, thank u so much 4 inviting us and de wonderful lunch at ya place.. Love u lots gal!! Hope u enjoyed ya day.. Den aftr dat, had a surprise 4 Lavi's bday.. its actually 2day but we went out 4 dinner ystrday.. Darn de place was so expensive.. It was at AMK's New York New York.. But de 'alaiyaraaningz' was too much!1 Kavi is a pandikutty man!! I had to go search for Bengawan Solo jus to find it closed.. Den had to walk all de way to Jack's Place and walk baq to the AMK Hub.. Tiring la.. But still worth the surprise we gave Lavi.. Sry gal, dint get ya anyting cos de shops were closed and i reali dont noe wad to get.. Anw, i'll upload de chalet pics and her bday pics.. I can onli upload Sharon's hse ones wen i get 'em..

*Somehow, ya name doesn't come out as easily as it used to.. Maybe becos of me or someone else.. But wadeva it is, ya will be nvr 4gotten.. I dont care if any1 wud wanna believe it.. Cos i noe maself more then any1.. Ya memories are thr but de frequencies of them are fading.. I cant find words to say how much i have missed ya and missing ya.. Am i lucky or wad to have gotten someone so understanding and tolerant... Somehow, its thanx to ya dat im learning to treasure and appreciate wad i have got.. And i wud nvr wanna let it go.. thanx for all the gd and bad times we shared.. I love u..*

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Let me see.. It has been ages since i last updated.. Cos im so bz.. Juggling work at the kg, kmon and stuff at hme as well as ma personal lyf.. I was so stressed dat i kept getting frustrated ansd screaming ma head off at ma poor chipmunk.. im reali sry.. nvr meant to be lyk dat.. but thanx alot 4 staying by me as i needed ya so much.. i last updated abt ma 1st day at work and now im at de 2nd last week of ma work.. I would love to continue there.. i jus love those kids and the environment, although its not easy at all.. and the timing is so irrgular cos thr are so many tings that has to be done in one day.. Jus 2 weeks with ma nursery, i had to go to the k2s to be floater cos thr were major chnges with the timetable.. The older ones are more entertaining la.. haha.. laff so much while with them.. but i miss ma cute lil adorable nursery chn.. haiz.. ma whole of last week was so packed that im beat at the end of the day and all i can tink of is SLEEP! I shal go thru wad went on with ma days..

12/2: Class Chalet
I met up with chipmunky to go to pasir ris.. as usual abit late la.. but de monkeys frm ma class had gone swimming at the Wild Wild Wet dat they took sum time to return.. Luckily, i saw PeiShi at Pasir Ris interchange cos i had no idea of the chalet number.. And none of them were picking up ma calls.. I had fun time der.. All those yummy food, and wonderful company.. wad more can i ask eh? Well, the credit for the food definitely goes to Jacq and San San.. It was supa yummy.. :D Oh, yea we had cam whoring as well.. but im yet to get de pics.. once, i have gotten dem i shall definitely upload alrite..

14/2: Valentines' Day
Had an interview.. Can ya imagine, i was late 4 it.. Haiz, no sense of timing la.. Anw, i got a lovely lily for V.Day.. Loved it even tho it was jus a stalk.. but its the thoughts that counts alot.. i reali enjoyed ma day even when i was super super TIRED!! Had Dinner at Gluttons of the Bay at the Esplanade.. The food was heavenly la.. Had Stingray, BBQ chicken and Sambal Kangkong.. I reali enjoyed ma food except there were 2 tings that kept annoying me.. Those DARN FLIES and that DAMNED CAT!!!! The flies are such irritaing pests man, cant even eat peacefully.. And there was dis reali huge fly which jus irritated the shit outta me.. Stupid flies, i hate u!! Ok, i have a major phobia of cats.. i'll run miles away if i eva see one.. Try asking ma frens, dey'll tell u.. oh ya, Agatha took photo of me and sharon running away frm a cat at the chalet.. *PAISEH* Coming baq here, the cat was near ma chair, ma leg.. Argh!! i cud feel ma body tensing up and having gooseumps all ova.. it jus wont go away noe.. it destroyed ma whole mood during the dinner.. I still hate cats.. And sry, i cannot overcome ma fear ok.. i have a darn phobia and i'll do all i can to stay away frm dos creatures.. *Sticks out tongue* Met up with Agatha and Shawn 4 a 2nd round.. haha.. Aggie was driving so she asked to join dem.. So shameless la, crash their date.. haha.. btu we still had fun.. Crapping and laughing... See Agatha, i told ya i will have no probs miting up with ya unlyk our Sharon.. We had gone to Fish & Co.. Had desert and a drink 4 maself.. Agatha so rich liao cos she offered to treat us.. Thanx ah.. Haha.. Well, dat was de end of ma day and was dead tired wen i reached hme.. Cos next day, i still had work..

16/2:Chinese New Year Celebrations and Dinner with Kumon Ppl
The indian Kg aso celebrates CNY ok cos they wanna create awareness among the chn.. and the chn were encouraged to wear the traditional chinese clothes.. So cute la, esp ma nursery class.. Then they had a drama on how the Zodiacs came about.. Quite interesting and i learnt something new.. Haha, ok u can call me a dumbo cos i had no idea dat the Zodiacs actually had a story behind it.. Wahaha.. Well, it was quite relaxing on dat day cos i had few free periods and so i kept visiting ma nursery class.. I miss dem terribly!! Well, then i rushed home aftr wrk cos i was going Tanjong Pagar to have dinner with ma colleagues as well as ma boss.. And i had to be der by 6.. abit late la.. Aiyo, again.. Mishal have some timing sense will ya!! okok.. Den i met up with naz at the MRT station and tried finding our way der.. It was raining and as always singaporeans will always be singaporeans.. Jostling their way through the rain and umbrellas.. Idiots!! We went to one of ma colleagues' mum's shop.. It was a Turkish Cafe.. I have never tried the food before.. So i was abit scared cos im a reali picky eater.. But the food turned out to be delicious.. Whoa!! Damn shiok.. Something different yet tasty.. i enjoyed ma dinner and got some time to wind down as well.. Den ma boss so kind to treat us and send us home.. Ain't i lucky?!

Today is 18/2 and it is CNY!! Happy CNY to ma frens.. 2moro aso got an exciting day but shall tok abt it 2moro.. I shall end here.. Thanx 4 reading and rem to tag ok.. Tc ppl.. Muax!! :)

*I can finally accept the changes altho' i feel its too soon.. so im not reali prepared to tell the world of ma changes.. i dont care if some noes or wad so long they kip thier mouth shut abt their judgements abt me.. I jus dont get dem, why must be so interested in some1 else's lyf wen yours is alr lyk a drain choked with waste.. So i hope ppl who tink they noe everything, i ought to tell dem dat u noe nothing so jus kip ya fucking mouth shut and lead ya lyf ok.. im sry da.. i noe ya hate dis but its just defrustration dat gets de better of me.. i shudnt be bothered with these ppl rite even i considered them ma own, once a upon a time...*

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Ystrday was ma 1st day at wrk.. I was quite excited and nervous.. ma 1st real job dat i wanted and de feeling of how im going to handle it... well, de supervisor said dat i mite have a chance to work afta ma relief period so she wud have ta see how ma performance now.. i was sooo happy.. Imagaine getting a job ya always wanted.. Haha.. de kindergarten is quite near ma place and the teachers and children are just so wonderful.. wad mre can i ask? LOL! 2 day is gonna be de 2nd day, hopefully tings go well again.. im blogging now in case, i have no time later.. But being kg/cc teacher is seriously no joke.. Cos it cant so energy draining!!! im so tired but de chn will kip me going.. :)

B4 i go, jus wanna tell abt dis boy in ma class.. Aiyoo De most challenging one i have seeen man! He cant tok cos of he has not grasped de language yet.. but as wad de teacher said, he can understand wad we tok.. but every time, creating nuisance la.. cant control him.. tsk tsk.. shall do ma bez with him.. haha.. and he is so chubby.. haha.. so i cant carry and throw him out of the window.. ok im being mean now.. i will NVR do such a ting ok.. i love kids.. it can be irritating at times but wen they give ya thier angelic smile, like ma chipmunky, it can jus melt all the irritation or frustration... Anw, gotta go get ready 4 ma work.. tata! Muax ppl..

Saturday, February 03, 2007

The day has finally come.. the last day of year 3.. I wasn't reali affected by the last day till ma last lesson. The lecturer gave us time to think and reflect abt certain tings that happened during the 3 years.. that's wen i started tinking..abt ma classmates, ma closest frens.. i broke down wen sharon was toking alr.. but control abit la.. then wen it was ma turn ta tok, i reali cried.. i had to stop half-way to cool maself down.. i started tinking how tings were wen we were in skool.. im gonna miss sharon alot!!! sum1 who is close to me frm de start of the year till de end.. she was ma 1st only chinese best bud i have.. and she managed to tolerate me these 3 years.. All dos complaining, gossiping is gonna cum to an end.. im sure we'll kip in touch but it's jus not gonna be de same anymore.. ahhh.. feel lyk crying again.. but wadeva it is, de memories of the 3 years will always be der.. As for agatha, i dont have ta worry abt her la.. i'll be in constant touch with her wan.. haha.. so confident.. but yea, somehow i know it.. dis 2 gals have played great roles to mould me as who im now.. thank alot galz!! i'll miss u and the whole class of D02.. I love u ppl!

well, im now a diploma graduate.. haha.. ok not yet.. ma graduation is in june.. am gonna wrk for the year b4 i go do ma degree.. but de ting is i mus get a job rite.. im trying to look into the kindergarten sctor.. so if any1 has any contact, tell me ok.. thnx.. well i ended fri quite well.. went out to town, ate lyk a pig, took gr8 neoprints and played arcade.. spent quite abit.. but its ok, all worth it.. and i had lots of fun.. a form of relaxation afta all dos projects and assignments..

well im gonna stop here.. i wanna slp alr.. now dat i'll be more free, i'll try to update more.. btw, i have a temp job at Sarada Kg.. it's temp, hopefully tings go well.. i cant wait to join and im supa excited.. haha.. so wish me luck ppl.. Good Night!

*Hello.. tings are going gr8 4 me.. altho at times i feel guilty abt being happy.. but then again, y can't i be happy.. is it cos i loved ya? well, i still do but it's different now.. ya will always a special place in my heart.. nvr to be gone.. but i still have a life of ma own rite.. my desire to be happy, and im sure no1 noes it btr den u.. i reali hope to have ma life run smoothly.. i noe i have made mistakes.. but i jus wan some of them to know that i dont always make mistakes.. and i wanna prove them wrong abt ma choice.. Loving u always!*