Saturday, September 22, 2007
Complications!

haiz. jus wen i thot all was ova. it had to start again. i tink its de final time. i am jus too tired to fite anymore. i donno wad i shud do. this is not me. i cant even bring maself to talk to someone abt dis. cos i maself cant believe that im in such a situation. FaRk la. im sad, kinda broken too. jus try not to ask me why? its a very sensitive issue that i cant talk to anyone abt it. i wish tings wud get better but instead its getting worse. I thot we cud be frens, well we tried to but i guess good tings don't always last rite. why did i even get maself into dis. im jus complicating tings for maself. well i jus needed an outlet to let out what im feeling. i'll definitely miss de idiot. if its dat's how its meant to be, i cant do anyting more. i wish i was by the seaside.....