Wednesday, October 11, 2006

• 09/10/06

had ta wake up damn early ta mit mena ta get sum stuff frm her.. wah.. had a very short tok wit her.. but at least btr den nthn rite.. missed dat bitch so much.. haiz, hope she has time 4 me eventually.. Went baq and had a small nap.. woke up and did abit of cleaning, and left ta mit agatha at de harbourfront shopping centre.. and guess wad! i got lost in vivo city.. damn!! de place so big, was practically going in rounds and up and down... aiyooo!! haha.. im damn blur.. yes, go ahead laff at me.. cos i dont care.. (=p) we were gonna get sum stuff ta bake cake 4 our sharon dearest.. it was her bday de nxt day and we had planned ta surprise her at her hse with de cake baked by us.. went ta her hse, put our bags and went ta eat at de coffeeshop.. shawn and his cuz all were der..we ate stingray and kang kong.. it was agatha's treat.. so nice of her.. haha.. for once, it didnt feel dat awkward with shawn and agatha as der were other ppl aso.. haha.. afta a heavy dinner, went baq ta agatha's place and started making de cake.. and i broke a egg.. it wasn't solely ma fault k.. it jus happened ta roll down and break at ma feet.. and poor agatha had ta clean it up cos i cudn't stand de smell of de egg.. *yucks* thanx darling.. de cake turned out well and it was very yummy.. of cos it'll be, so much of hardwork k.. i kept stirring and stirring till ma hand ached.. and agatha was measuring de stuff and looked afta de cake while it baked.. alas, de decoration was done by shawn afta i went baq hme.. in abt an hr, i took ma bath and went ta toa payoh ta mit agatha and shawn..so we jus hung ard de blk ta wait till abt 12.. agatha had told sharon dat she was driving her bro's car and was dropping by.. she believed it! we 4got her flr and went in search by stopping at every flr frm 12 till 14.. haha.. den near her doorstop, we lighted de candle and were waiting very quietly.. it seemed lyk tiger waiting 4 its prey lyk dat.. of cos la, it was so late alr.. den agatha called her and asked her to cum down so jus as she was cuming out of de hse, we sprang a surprise on her.. she got scared la.. haha.. she kept laffing non-stop.. knew she was damn happy and surprised.. we went into her hse, ate de cake(yummy!!), took pictures and jus had fun even tho's it was 4 very short time.. i reali hope she enjoyed her bday.. so both ma darlings' bday ar ova now.. so happy!! managed ta play a part in making dem smile.. love u 2 loads!! can't wait 4 skool ta open so we can spend mre time 2getha..

• 10/10/06

Happy bday sharon dearest!! Ya ar finally 19.. lol!! Hope all ya wishes cum true sweetheart.. Loving and missing loads!

Came baq frm granny's place.. but was still so tired cos of de excitement de day b4.. don wish ta tok abt wad happened on dis day.. i guess wad shudnt haf happened.. and i slept so early.. haha.. ard 7 and den wok up ta eat and slept again.. im such a pandi la!! called ma cuz momo afta a long time.. we had gd chat afta a reali loooong time.. missed dat gundu gorilla so much.. so we decided ta mit de nxt day.. watch a movie..

• 11/10/06

Woke up early ta do abit of hsewrk and went ta mit momo ard 11 at ps.. den we walked down ta cineleisure ta watch movie.. supposed ta watch stay alive.. but dis idiot jus had ta get excited by de title and rating.. idiot.. so we went ta watch possessed instead.. it was still early so we went ta eat and play arcade 4 awhile.. afta dat, it was ta de theatre.. argh!! wad stupid movie it was.. more lyk porn movie la.. imagine watching it wid a guy.. eee!! so awkward! it was abit dis gal who noes magic, going into de city ta work in a bar so dat she can earn money 4 her sick grandma.. she ends up using de spell against one of her customer and fellow bar-top dancer.. wen she uses de magic, she's nt supposed ta do a few tings.. but she does all 3 of dem without realising it and turns into sum blood drinking monster.. even den aso nt scary.. aiyoo.. thanx alot momo!! haha.. but i still enjoyed ma day wif ya.. de shopping and toking crap.. it jus nva stops.. thnx 4 making ma day..

im sry 4 wad happened.. it was totally ma fault.. din expect tings ta go dis far.. i jus don't wan ya ta get hurt knowingly which is wad ya ar doing.. it's unfair cos ya dont deserve dis.. pls pls open ya eyes and see wad's bez 4 ya.. it hurts me each time ta see ya get hurt and its all cos of me.. im reali and truly sry 4 wad has happened.. hope ya do understand..

*I gt reminded of ya so much dat i cried without realising it.. im missing ya badly.. thimithi was 2 days ago.. kavi told me dat ya'll wake up and do it dis yr aso.. guess we were having false hops of u cuming baq.. dat temple jus too many memories.. wher i 1st saw ya and ya proposing.. lol! and even being so naughty afta thimithi 2 yrs baq in de temple itself.. haiz.. jus too much.. im still confused. .wad's going on wit me.. izzit cos i don wanna accept de change or i reali donno.. i nid more time ta tink.. jus help me thru wid dis pls.. remembering u always.. love you!*

hEarTbRokEn wrote on 6:13 AM.