Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Today had a gathering with the guys at AMK Pizzahut.. Hmmm fun fun.. Food aso so yummy.. Finally satisfied ma craving of curry zazzle.. *Slurps* hahaha.. We met up cos Willy is leaving 4 camp on Mon.. I'll miss lots.. Haiz.. NS? Why does it hafta exist man?! It has been ard an yr since Viky went in 4 camp.. And it was on ma bday.. So sad sial last yr.. Anyway, i was upset dis yr too.. But wid frens i haf ard me, they managed ta cheer me up.. im jus so hapy ta haf dem in ma lyf man.. Love u guys lots..Today had a test on dis module i hate de most.. Wah.. everyting was frm de notes.. i didnt reali study.. and im sure i'll flunk it.. haha.. together with ma oder classmates.. But de ting is i don wanna repeat any modules and stay baq.. i wanna graduate proudly nxt feb or apr ( i tink)... i cant wait 4 dat day.. Wish i can make my mummy proud of me.. 4 all de hardships she went thru, de least i can do to repay her is to make her smile and say, 'dats my daughter.' Hahaha.. Dreamer sial.. but reali.. dat's wad i cant wait to see.. Wish he was ard ta share ma happiness but i noe his soul will be ard to bless me and smile with me..
I cant reali believe dat ma blog is being famous.. haha.. ya ar always welcomed.. Wadeva i say here is ma own wish.. so yup.. Shud get de idea.. hearing sum stuff jus make me laff.. ppl jealous of me.. haha.. cum on la.. im jus anoder person who ya happen ta hate.. i've ma ups and downs too.. but i jus dont understand y ppl wud rather see me down.. Sadist sial.. im trying not ta be affected cos dis ppl jus dont matter in ma lyf at all.. i wud rather worry ova ppl who truly care abt me and love me despite de mistakes i've done.. dat's true friendship.. truth does hurt baby!!
*Mixed emotions.. haiz.. everyting is an illusion right now.. Ma dream is jus de most wonderful place ta be in.. i feel lyk im on de top of de world with nthn ta worry abt.. im nt afraid of how i feel anymore but its more of how it'll be accepted.. But right now, i jus dont understand wad's happening.. Help me resolve it.. i reali do nid ya help.. cos im confused and helpless in dis issue.. I feel ya ar always wid me in de form of ma dream.. Continue being der as tings seem much btr... Love u lots.. Muax!*
hEarTbRokEn wrote on 11:39 PM.
