Monday, November 20, 2006

Finally sum time and a comp to blog.. Ma comp is down for de time being. .so cudnt reali update.. and well, de pressure is on as the projects start cuming in.. aiyoo.. but i still mus push maself ta do well.. i tink i can.. i've got ma angels ard em ta help.. so yup.. i'll try ma bez ta update as often as possible oraitez..

Anyway, last weekend was a blast man! went to sarada kindergarten to do sum volunteering. it was 2 days and 1 nite camp for de k2s.. Damn cool sia.. de kids.. aiyoo.. jus love dem.. in de end, lyk so difficult ta leave dem lyk dat.. reali vry sad leh.. somehow managed ta overcome it.. haha.. iwas so damn tired afta de whole ting.. cudnt slp de nite b4.. flr was hard and had ta kip shifting de chn all nite.. den der was dis boy who woke up and was crying.. had to pacify him and put him ta slp.. i felt lyk 1 big mother der.. haha.. and i cant wait ta haf ma own chn.. dat is if i get married la.. sure will haf sum blockhead born for me rite.. wahaha. . nvm dat..

den i came baq, got dressed and went to pasir ris with boy and lavanya.. it was lyk a picnic and surprise 4 kavitha and rajes.. we supposed to mit at 2 noe.. end up mtg at onli abt 4 plus at pasir ris.. all thanx to ms kavitha.. aiyoo.. she ah.. haf de worse sense of timing sial.. change 4 de btr ma dear gal.. i punished her 4 being late.. cake facial! haha.. she so cute.. willy added mre cream to enhance her beauty even further. haha.. she so ang.. but she got her punishment.. haha.. spent very lil time with dem.. b4 i noe it, i had ta leave to go to ma uncle's place.. quite sad, din wanna leave.. at de same time, din wanna disappoint ma mummy.. so i stayed lil while more and took a cab all de way ta woodlands.. went der and realised ma darling were cuming aso.. so i was happier.. haha.. ma mikey, hayley and rosey.. hehe.. took pics with dem.. damn cute la dos lil ones.. and i was teaching mikey ta talk in tamil.. waah!! damn adorable la he.. hahaha.. i love him so much.. den we were watching ma mummy's and auntie's younger time video.. damn funny..
ma uncle tok so cutely and he even had dis cool dance step.. haha.. so robotic.. no matter wad de song or how long, dat step was consistent.. jus dat de speed either increased or decreased.. aiyoo.. i laffed till i fell of de sofa nad till ma stomach hurt.. so cute la he.. haha.. on de whole, even tho i was damn tired, i reali enjoyed ma day.. yup.. so ma weekdays are pretty much de same with projects, skool and hme.. haiz.. i'll update de picsa taken soon.. continue missing me oki.. haha.. =P

*Hi.. i've got so much ta tell.. and each time i tink of ya, i noe ya listen.. i jus kip tinking everyting dat's happening within me.. no matter how much i tink, its so confusing.. der ar sum tings dat has ta be hidden cos its not meant ta be shared.. haiz.. not many or actually no1 will understand wad's happening.. im not sure if i shud go ahead wit ma gut feeling or wad.. i reali don lyk de word hurt.. emotional hurt is de worse any1 can get.. haf gone thru and i noe.. jus stay with me thruout dis confusion and help me make a wise decision.. will u? 3 weeks ta de most memorable day i had 2 yrs ago.. and i love you 4 spending dat time with me.. im reali missing ya lots.. weneva i tink of dat day, how i wish it'll happen again.. haiz.. am gonna slp soon alr.. b4 dat mus do more projects.. nitez!*