Sunday, December 10, 2006

Ma bday is ova.. and i had 2 surprises frm ma frens.. i reali didnt expect it... was so happy dat i haf frens who love me and care abt me.. it's mre den enuf 4 me and i dont haf ta worry abt dos who hate me so much fer no reasons.. it was reali de most memorable bday i have had.. It may not be de same as ma 18th but still i appreciate ma frens going thru so much to make ma bday a success.. i love u guys always..

this is our ma surprises went. 1st surprise: Afta skool, kavitha wanted me ta follow her ta westmall.. She said she wanted ta get sumting.. i believed her even tho it was lyk 2 gd ta be true.. all of a sudden, she called me ta follow her der. so i met her at sim.. waited fer sum time.. pig la she.. 4eva making me wait. haha.. its ok.. shud get used ta it alr.. den on our way, in de bus she said dat her fren took de rong notes and had to go baq ta get it.. we had ta turn baq aftr we got her stuff frm westmall.. o va der, she forced me ta get sumting fer maself.. felt awkward at 1st, but she kept nagging.. so in de end, i got dis cool handbag.. which i was wanting ta get.. thanx alot kavi dear.. den we hung ard fer awhile more b4 heading baq ta skool.. she even tricked me ta say that her fren didnt noe her ways ard de skool cos she has nvr been ta np.. and again, i believed her blindly.. after takin me rounds, i finally found de truf.. they were planning a surprise.. reali dint expect it.. de guys were der.. was so happy and pleasantly surpirsed. .Love u guys alot..
The 2 nd surprise was aso very unexpected. i had ta stay out till 12 with one of ma frens. we chatted till it struck 12.. even ma mum was involved, cos wen i told her i'll be late she dint even reply me.. i was complaining dat she dint care at all.. haha.. Wen i reached hme, der was a note saying dat i cudn't enter till i collected de clues at the lift landings. i new sumting was going on. but wen i reached hme, i ws even more surprised as they was mre ppl den expected.. mena, she didnt cal me at all, yet she was der.. so was willy dear and malar.. man!! i was reali surprised.. ma hand was shaking dat i cudnt cut de cake properly.. im so gifted ta haf frens lyk u guys.. Thnx a million.. Ma bday was made memorable, all thnx ta ya efforts.. Love u guys alot! muax!!
The whole day i spentg at hme, slping dat is.. all de excitement reali drained ma energy and slpet lyk a log.. but in de evening, i planned with agatha and shawn ta go have dinner at marina.. steamboat.. we took so long jus ta decide whr ta go ta eat.. haha.. dat conversation was funny.. at marina, de food was gd.. and i enjoyed each and every company of dos thr.. i love u guys.. cant stop saying dat can i? haha..

Thr will be alot of pics.. Shall upload a soon as i get it..

I wish ta thank dis ppl with all of ma heart:

• Kavitha
• Lavi
• Rajes
• Senthil
• Boy
• Willy darling
• Sharon
• Agatha
• Mena dearie
• Shawn
• Malar
• Special one =)

*happy bday maself! i was abit sad dat ya ar not ard ta wish me lyk de past 2 yrs.. even tho, ya weren't here physically, ya always live in ma heart and many others ard.. i'll take their wishes as behalf of urs.. jus wish dat tings din haf ta turn out dis way.. but i mus admit dat tings with me ar going on gr8.. jus haf dis insecurity within me cos i noe wad i've decided may anger some or even cause them ta hate me.. but all i wan dem is to understand how i feel and accept.. if dey loved me as they claim to, im sure dey wud wan me t abe happy and live me lyf as how i wan.. altho, i said i wudnt i did eventually.. its too precious fer me ta let go.. i heeded wad ya said in the end.. i wan ya ta bless me with the dicision i haf made.. i cant be bothered with de societ.. im jus more concerned with ppl i love and ard me.. pls help me thru dis.. Missing ya.. With lotsa love!*