Monday, October 16, 2006
Finally de day dat i was waiting eagerly for, came.. Haha.. it was de 1st day of ma last sem in Np.. feeling happy and sad.. afta 2 mths of holidays, i reali missed skool alot!! so of cos im reali glad ta haf cum baq.. at de same time. im sad cos its ma last sem and am gonna miss so many stuff abt Np.. haiz.. i cant stay der 4eva rite.. de ting is am still deciding on wad shud be de nxt step ta tke.. which is nt reali gd as dis sem will be finishing within lyk abt 4 mths.. haiz.. sad sad!!went for lunch at tekka.. whack blue diamond briyani.. wahaha!! supposed ta mit dis kavitha at sim.. but she gt oder impt stuff ta do lyk ta go do her contact lens.. see? wad's mre impt.. hmpf!! its ok kavi... i had him all ta maself.. haha!! Had a fun day despite dat disappointment.. happiness surrounding me.. its reali been long since i felt lyk dat and i've got only ya ta thank 4.. thanx 4 trying ya bez ta be always der.. reali appreciate it.. =)
Came baq hme 4 a short nap and did more cleaning.. aiyoo.. luckily, ma share of wrk is done.. hoho!! sumtimes i wonder, do i owe ma lyf ta any1.. y do i've ta tell every single shit i do.. I noe it's worrying ta be a parent and all.. but can at least try ta respect ya child.. am not a kid anymore ta kip breathing down ma neck.. it gets so frustrating at times, lyk im nt free ta do anyting i wan.. jus cos of dat, i've ta kip ma desires all within me... its nt fair.. not at all..
*I've nt been happy 4 a long time.. im starting ta smile whole-heartedly.. and i reali hope dat it's wid ya blessing.. i don wan any problem 4 any1.. i wanna live ma lyf de way i wan.. but still sum realtionships close ta ma heart dont reali allow dat.. so pls make tings btr 4 me.. i hope u'll do.. Love u!*
hEarTbRokEn wrote on 5:38 AM.
