Wednesday, October 18, 2006
i met ma darling bro afta so long.. jus 4 awhile but it meant alot cos i missed him many many!! lect was pretty fun 2dy aso.. karuna isn't dat bad.. she makes de lesson quite interesting wid her stories and all.. but de gurmit.. haiyo!! can die la.. she and her instructions.. she so damn draggy and long-winded.. y do we get lecturers lyk dis.. how ta be motivated ta do well.. im mus wrok on ma own.. so far de modules haf no exams so dis sem is all project-besed.. reali die!! so much of work and percentage.. and everyting is gonna cum 2getha.. wonder how i can cope.. hopefully i manage ta pull thru dis sem.. i dn wanna repeat any modules.. i gonna persevere(dat's de correct spelling rite?) and do ma very bez.. i wanna boast now.. haha.. i got an A for ma practicum paper leh. .so happy!! =D2dy felt so fucked up. .tings seemed so weird and awkward.. haf no idea wad's reali going on.. mayb we shud tok it out instead of hafing dis silent argument which isn't gonna bring us anywhr but making tings awkward between us.. i noe ya ar worried and all.. but we alr took a decision.. so u can relax.. we'll be fine and ya gotta believe in us.. if ya ar gonna move away, nthn is gonna get btr.. instead we ar gonna be blaming each oder 4 wad's going on.. it's not any1's fault k.. so i don see y all dis shud be happening.. if ya reali wan us ta be happy, ya shud stick ard and jus be how we used ta be.. i aso feel tings ar not de way dey used ta be.. it didnt seem dat bad wen 3 of us were 2getha but now it is.. if sum1 shud move away, i tink it shud be me.. and im nt ang or wadsoeva.. so ya dont haf ta wry abt dat.. im sry if anyting i did or said (indirectly) hurt ya.. cos i din mean ta..
*Y ar doing dis.. i wanted ya ta help thru dis situation but it has becum worse.. i shudnt haf gotten in-between dem ah.. i shud haf kept ma distance away.. i feel so bad at wad's happening.. y do o haf ta hurt sum1 in sum way.. cant i jus kip smiling 4 abit longer.. sumting has ta happen and ruin de lil happiness dat i haf.. haiz.. its nt fair.. y do i haf ta experience all dis.. saw boy 2dy.. missed him so much.. he was toking abt ya.. as usual dstrbing me and irriating me.. dat's wad he does bez wad.. missing ya da..
hEarTbRokEn wrote on 5:34 AM.
