Sunday, November 05, 2006
Boy's 21st bday!
Ystrday went to boy's 21st bday party.. it was at dis changi chalet cum function rm.. felt damn uncomfortable with de idea of attending it.. cos wud be seeing sum unwanted faces and how i mite be trated and all.. but it turned okay.. not bad.. even if he wasn't ard, i was still visible to sum.. haha.. unfortunately, cudnt avoid de fact dat i had ta see sum faces.. well, wad ta do.. ya jus gotta deal with it.. wasn't gonna let dem ruin ma evening.. de guys were so bz with preparations and all.. but i cud feel dat der was sumting major missing in the party.. it wasnt dat noisy enuf.. as wen dis guys get 2getha, trust me.. ya will start wishing dat 'won't dey eva shut up?' haha.. reali.. i noe wad was missing. .it was too obvious to miss out.. if he was der, it wud haf been mre lyk a 21st party. .seriously.. usually, at gatherings whr it involves de sna1 ppl, i wud always wanna go jus cos he'll be der.. but dis time it was so different.. cud sense dat de guys were missing him.. but dey didn't reali show.. i shud take ma hats off ta dem.. he was such a pampered guy in his grp.. haiz.. y do tings turn out in such a way.. seeing dem al2getha made me soo sad.. and i was fighting ma tears baq.. i didn't wanna destroy any1's mood.. took sum pics at de party.. enjoy it!! Thanx to all dos who geniunely cared and still caring 4 me.. Love u ppl always.. *MUAX* :)
Finally! Black and me.. [dis guy i missed alot.. and love alot too..] 
Ma sweet willy and me.. missing u loads!! 
Babloo darling with mishie.. 
Lavi dearie & me + Willy's fingers! aiyoo.. 
De beautiful ladies and me.. 
Classic grp shot.. haha.. as usual, irritating senthil..
My darling and me.. [ i don't care abt wad u tink!!] 
SEnthil and me.. missed dis idiot so much.. haiz! 
Bday boy with his angels.. :P
*dar.. It is diff.. without u.. how i wish u cud be here.. im beginning ta hate de way fate plays with ma lyf.. did i mention dat i chose de reality world instead of de dream.. part of de dream will still live with me.. however, its no longer de lyf im gonna lead.. letting go wasn't ez.. but somehow i had ta do it.. with feelings getting hurt.. b, it isn't ez ta be lyk dis.. but somehow, i end up in dis kind of situation whr i hafta choose either or.. jus hope dat u will look out 4 me.. i will always love u ma dear..*
hEarTbRokEn wrote on 7:03 PM.
