Thursday, October 26, 2006
No time ta update.. haf been very bz wit all de festivals and wit skool.. will upload de pics soon.. de weekend was gr8.. went ta ma granny's hse den ta malar's place and finally to mokan's hse.. idiot la he.. no brains.. put so much food. .i alr ate lyk a pig.. jus feeding ma baby.. oh ya.. im pregnant.. by ma fren's bf.. few mths alr.. haha.. onli ma closed ones know de father.. :P den on sun, went ta vinod's hse.. slack der somemore.. it was all fine until, sum arse had ta purposely create trouble.. ended up spoiling every1's mood.. wad's rong wit her.. mind ya own lyf la.. it was fun oder den dat.. mok followed me hme.. so sweet.. even tho he lives miles away.. i was complaining ta him de nite b4 how dos foreign workers stare at ya even tho ya ar fully clothed.. man, it was reali scary.. dey look as if dey can jus eat ya up alive lyk dat.. goodness.. so he decided ta play hero and followed me hme.. der was a major difference.. i din feel dat violated anymore.. cos mok was too bz staring at dem dat dey wanna look at me.. wahaha.. but ma weekend was still gd.. enjoyed maself vry much.. cos i was wid ma darlings.. love u always guys.. anyway, following monday had skool.. felt abit sian to go but still had ta.. one of de most impt mod dat i mus attend.. it was ok i tink.. cant reali rem wad went on dat day alr. .haha.. sry!
on tues, it was hari raya.. went out again.. ta ma shawnie's hse :D met up wid mok den we went togetha.. his hse so big and nice.. all de 3 gays haf reali big and nice houses.. *sighs* haha.. feel so inferior comparing mine wid theirs.. but wad de hell.. its not de size dat matters.. its de loveee and feeling being at hme.. wahaha.. lyk as if rite.. still had fun der.. altho' de host was so bz doing wad aso.. aftr dinner, disappear ta gamble.. anw, i had fun.. thanx alot deariez..
*dis deepavali is so diff.. cos ya ar not part of it.. well ya ar not here ta share de joy.. but im sure ya ar not 4gotten at all.. i wish ya ar in a asafe place.. im reali scared dat sumting mite happen.. and im nt sure if i can face it all by self.. pls be right beside me..*
hEarTbRokEn wrote on 8:22 AM.
